HOW IT WORKS – The Official Use of the TRUTH, Strategically, for the “Delusional Disorder” Set-up in the Massive COVER-UP.

Letter to Judge

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Yet, everyone exposing this heinous program, without exception is being STRATEGICALLY, labeled with the mental illness tag and specifically delusional.  This typically is while under 24/7 surveillance from state-of-the-art operation centers, monitoring and tracked everywhere with many influenced by an official phone call long before you arrive.


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2006 began a letter writing campaign, which recently I began again, and thus the increased escalated entrapment effort around me in December of 2019.  

This letter was the first of many, many attempts to get judicial intervention, along with court filings beginning in 2006 and now nearing 15 years in 2020.
The tampering with my children and hope to use them, heinously, and the unwanted beamed sexual stimulation motivated and lit the fire.
These are not official investigations. As such there is NO Constitutional protocol, while denied even basic Human Rights. This is a program where targets, for any reason under the Sun, are placed into a legalized nonconsensual human experimentation program legalized, Post 9/11, under the guise of the “War on Terror” for military and law enforcement to legally test advanced psychological electronic technology. And, there is an ongoing goal that the truth of a factual high-tech mass surveillance technological program will remain hidden from the public, of which I, and many taking a stand strongly disagree.
I doubt if ever the truth of the technological capabilities of Electromagnetic Radiation technology will be publicized to the extent of its full use, today which now includes, unified, military, state and local police. Some of them should not be in the same room with this technology. Nor will the disgraceful, inhumane, PATENTED subliminal manipulation and influence systems and devices they are using hoping to influence target’s IF THEY CAN! As a result, this program will do, or say, anything to keep the truth hidden and apparently worse.
I have a stack of letters and documents from 2006 after taking the advice. The letters over the years were sent to Senators, Congress, DOD and DOJ Inspector Generals, LAPD Police Commission, several Judges, etc., etc., etc.
After no one could help, and after trying and trying to bring this high-tech torture program into the open officially, in 2008 I begin to write books. I was subsequently told to stop what I was / am doing and hospitalized twice due to the beamed laser pain ray.
I don’t make deals with the devil’s spawn.
My hope was then, and is today to take the truth and the plight of untold numbers of people heinously targeted and viciously attacked, and the officially unleashed, covert suffering this official, monstrous HIGH-TECH SPYING / TARGETING PROGRAM is creating to the public.



NOTE:  This blog was proofread and error free at publishing, May 24, 2019.  Any inserted typographical, spelling, grammar or punctuation errors were, and are, continually being inserted by operation center monitoring.

Effort will continue to make corrections and updates as needed to 90 blogs.




If the New York Times reported this

today it would thrive as it did in 70s when not muffled…





Mind Kontrol aka “MK Ultra” officially lasted for 20 years, from the 50’s to the 70’s before going underground and laying the foundation for the highly advanced, PATENTED, technocratic, psychophysical technology in massive use today, approved Post 9/11 for human experimentation at the Federal, State and local police levels, unified with military technology and personnel.

But, noooooo… instead, it is used to destroy credibility of thousands of highly credible individual’s reporting accurately a massive, covert, nonconsensual human experimentation targeting program, using PATENTED TECHNOLOGY, ongoing for DECADES, that went underground and continued to flourish.





NY Times hit piece on Targeted Individuals says, believing that the government is targeting its citizenry is a “mental illness;” ‘10,000-plus crazies banding together, paranoid


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“In the summer of 1972, Martha Mitchell was on the telephone in her hotel room in Newport Beach, California, when a security guard for President Richard Nixon’s reelection campaign walked over and yanked the cord out of the wall.”


The first goal, and focus of this program in the early stages, once the target has been deemed a threat, through effective public exposure campaigns, blogs, book publications, website etc., is the expert, officially crafted, machination of events around the target, overseen from state-of-the-art operation centers designed to make target’s look crazy.   And it works.

As for me, I will stick with the truth, the whole truth no matter what.

One thing is certain, ultimately, inevitably, slowly but surely, of which history has consistently proven and will continue to prove… 


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Question… How Much did the USA Spend?  

New York Post Article

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How long will laws designed to curtail growing numbers of mass shooter’s access to guns, rightfully, will these laws indiscriminately be turned on and focused on highly credible Targeted Individuals’ exposing widespread use of advance Psychotronic weapon systems or devices on the civilian population?  Open literature evidence documents the evolvement of this type of technology in research, TESTING, and development programs for DECADES!



When a person is in crisis and considering harming themselves or others, family members and law enforcement are often the first people to see the warning signs. Extreme Risk laws, sometimes referred to as “Red Flag” laws, empower those who recognize these warning signs to intervene in order to temporarily prevent someone in crisis from accessing firearms. These laws can help de-escalate emergency situations and are a proven way to intervene before gun violence such as a firearm suicide or mass shooting takes more American lives. States around the country are turning to Extreme Risk laws as a common-sense way to help reduce gun violence.


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The beamed bioelectric harassment technology, is being intentionally used and typically 100% responsible for a target’s synthetic reaction.   And, this covert, high-tech, hidden targeting program understands the outcome, and ultimate goal based on past and present testing on human guinea pigs, learned after years of ongoing human experimentation.




Martha Beall was born on September 2, 1918 and later became Martha Beall Mitchell the wife of President Richard Nixon’s 1968 appointed Attorney General, John Mitchell.

Nixon, notoriously known as a man who shifted blame away from himself and onto others, shamelessly placed the Watergate scandal onto Martha’s shoulders. In an interview with popular talk show host David Frost (September 1977 on Frost on America) Nixon said, “If it hadn‘t been for Martha Mitchell, there‘d have been no Watergate.”

Martha’s claims of White House wrong doing were thought at first as unbelievable, but were eventually proven correct. On January 1, 1975, her husband John Mitchell was convicted of conspiracy, obstruction of justice, and perjury and served nineteen months in federal prison.

Martha Mitchell was right, despite being accused of suffering from delusions and diagnosed as such. The Nixon administration was up to their “dirty tricks” as she so correctly described it.

Academic Dictionaries and Encyclopedias

The Martha Mitchell effect is the process by which a psychiatrist, psychologist, or other mental health clinician mistakes the patient‘s perception of real events as delusional and misdiagnoses accordingly.


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Note that by 2010 I had been targeted in the same manner since 2006 and the VA heavily involved.  Note that I was in my mid-40’s and also that numerous studies document that people do not develop these types of issues at this late stage in life.  And, more importantly, with the person having absolutely NO history whatsoever of delusions or bipolar, every connected to them in their life for conditions which are documented to typically originate in the mid-teen years up to the early 20’s.

I have always been well-known as a kind, intelligent, considerate, forgiving, generous, level-headed personality documented prior too to this bogus discrediting and official set-up for 46 years by everyone, again, everyone who knew me and knows me even today, all my life both personally and professionally.  The goal is to get the target documented officially with the mental illness tag.  From that point on, the target is not believed and it becomes open season on them for testing the full spectrum of these advanced psychophysical technologies, again in research, TESTING, and development programs for years with many on microwave frequency weapons.

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These weapons are portable, handheld, land, sea, drone and space-based to include larger versions mounted on military vehicles as shown, and in widespread use although vehemently denied and labeled as non-lethal.  However, the fact is, when focused on a target for silencing and subjugation, used for deadly beamed cooking of tissue, organs and joints, depleting the area of vital fluids, i.e., blood, synovial fluid and water vital for health joints, this becomes a covert, slow-kill health tissue by slow cooking resulting in covert, high-tech deterioration of health.

It should be noted also that the USAF, Post 9/11 is today playing a major role in testing these weapons on the civilian population, unifying law enforcement at all levels in this new paradigm and from the window one night, documented in one of my books in my book series, I watched a young white military person, in the blue USAF uniform setting up the pain ray beam next door in an affluent black community in the apartment parallel to my bedroom.  Of course he stood out.


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However, while living at this location the beamed torture weapons had been taken to a whole new level, demanding a reaction, or be cooked to death, accelerated while official monitoring of my book publication progress.  The targeting / electronic assault was LAPD’s effort of intensely trying to dissuade me and subsequently, again, discredit me.

There are now six books in the series, by 2019, and the revelation that mass, public exposure is the best method and it powerful.  And, more importantly, for the record, I refused to live in the “Electronic Concentration Camp” from that point on learning that  shielding does not stop these weapons.  The pen is mightier than the sword!


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NOTE:  “Much of what she expresses has been postulated in theory and some microwave devices have been used as weapons.  So her delusions are just skirting the bizarre, but technically are not.”

What a contradiction!

It looks more like the Psychiatrist, Sean Minjares, was actually skirting around the truth and afraid to confirm that yes, microwave technology is in use today so my claim is absolutely not without merit and founded on mounds and mounds of evidence. And, I am and have always been gregarious of which this operation has been ineffective in preventing, loving people, while continuing the exposure mission, everywhere I go.

Exposure is a powerful weapon and all that is needed folks, obviously!

And, also note that my ex-husband asked me to marry him, two weeks after the military incident and obviously believed me.  It was not until 13 years later, when I wanted out of the marriage that he begin verbally degrading me.  And in fact, today identically to the verbal degradation effort around me today using beamed technology.




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Without a doubt, a blind man could see that based on what I told the VA psychiatrist about how an officially motivated investigative effort evolved around me, that what I reported is logical and quite plausible.  Yet, whenever ALL target’s reveal this program, specifically in a hospital setting, instead the discrediting mental illness tag is applied across the board and then creatively as mass delusions.

Yes, admittedly, I was agitated which is completely understandable and most would agree a typical reaction under the circumstances.  And, I must tell you, on a personal level, I was devastated by my daughter joining forces with the opposition.

The fact is, she was pissed after learning that her boyfriend was cheating and had abruptly moved in that day.  In reality she brought her anger with her as I continued to welcomed her back into my home again unemployed.  I had been supporting her for years off and on, in between jobs, etc.  My hope was for her complete independence by buying equipment for her musician career, paying her rent, bailing her out of an eviction, food and shelter while nearing 27 years old.  And, as soon as I was taken to the UCLA Medical Center before being transferred to the VA, mandatory for veterans, she, without a driver’s license, took my car and tried to locate the man and subsequently damaged my car.  Later I learned that the black men of the LAPD were targeting her, the same ones still around me today, but also trying to use her sexually.  This is the result of the surveillance benefit of watching women dress, undress and shower in this real time program.  Some are so lowly they can’t take it..  By the way, reportedly 70% of those targeted today are women.  A set-up is without a doubt, yet another sinister method use, young attractive girls up, in any way possible resulting in creating an atmosphere sexually, but then benefit from persuasion and blackmail into taking action against the target.  Who better to confirm a mental illness claim than a family.  Get the picture?  The end result becomes the strategic use of family members against a target through bullying and fear tactics.  The entire situation involving my daughter is documented in Book II, “You Are Not My Big Brother…” which also details how these goon deviants actually try to set me up to be used in this way as well.

One of the best kept secret is the hideous way in which, men at the helm of psychophysical technology are using the technology for sexual stimulation and to influence women technologically, who would not give some of these Mucky Mucks, the time of day.  This is reported happening by women targeted through unwanted high-tech sexual stimulation.  This is especially true when many don’t know that it is a patented, high-tech capability.

With the awareness, of patented technology, and set-ups, it is easy to understand how reportedly, children are being victimized by a higher evil and understanding that the sexual stimulation technology can create rapist, pedophiles and more.  This is while mind invasive patents are used to subliminally influence a person to commit an atrocity, through technology.  I mentioned the patented capability of sexual stimulation often because I find it repulsive, and severe emotional trauma, as well as a horrendous violation of a human being’s personal self, technologically.  Young women, or even men can be enticed into sexual relationships with those they would never have involvement with, deceived by the patented urges of their body when this patent is used by official deviants today sitting at the helm.


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Typically, most will see the obvious, the logic and understand sinister police corrupt tactics.  And, in fairness, many are unaware of the technology in use today.  However, by a Google search, high credible information is located, documenting the use of advanced technology today.

Is the third time a charm?  Trying to have me involuntarily committed occurred a second time a few years later, however this time, before being transferred to the VA hospital, after explaining the exact same situation I immediately let me go.  Many awake,  completely understand documented horrific police abuse and cover-ups, but noooooo, not the Association of Psychiatry who chooses instead to ignore the obvious then concoct devastating, life destroying meanings to factual life experiences, and rightful reactions.  Why?

For one, discrediting by the mental illness tag continues to allows the highly secretive, official monstrosity, in decisive efforts involving focused studies, related to nonconsensual human experimentation.  This program is decades perfecting,  and cahoots  and documented historically align with the Association of Psychiatry day one.   Disbelief allows human experimentation to continue, uninterrupted, within the cover-up.  Logically, there is a vested interest in secrecy.  Yes, our hope is that law enforcement will act honorably and morally.  However, time after time, law enforcement, some, not all, have consistently proven that the only persons they truly serve and protect are themselves and doing so by any means necessary.  And again, today this is with the addition of Electromagnetic Frequency technology.   And, again, without a doubt, it has been proven time and time again, THEY will kill.  The mind set seems to be that if a person cannot be silenced, and they can get away with it without accountability, the group dynamic of those with sociopath traits will not think twice about it playing God.




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I completely understand how I would appear to be a complete and utter fool regarding the aluminum foil I used trying desperately to deflect the portable beam ray mentioned in the Progress Notes.   Yes, I was using anything recorded in history as even remotely effective or having the ability to prevent the extreme irradiation of my body and Directed Energy Weapon “slow cooking.”  This massive, reported nationwide, high-tech effort to maliciously subjugate me has left me crippled, crawling around my apartment barely able to stand, and to the point of wheelchair bound.  In fact, I was in a wheelchair while in the psych ward as a result of the focused electronic assaults.

If this program and those approved to use Directed Energy Weapons are using the weapons, in which they are, to attempt to torture a person into submission and kill, they are no longer honorable public servants but criminal inhuman, vicious, secret murderers.  And with this understanding it becomes clear why great effort is being made to stop exposure of the truth, and their disgrace and shame, if they have any.  With the technology officially legalized for law enforcement and military personnel, today in unified operations, under one umbrella, with outsourcing, to DOD contractors playing a secondary support role it must be clearly understood that their employer is the United State government.  The approving laws, for research activity, crowd control, etc., approval as this program continues is heinous objective, using weapons of mass destruction must be changed by Congress!




During the horrific attacks, I reasoned that aluminum must be effective based on how it reacts inside a microwave oven.  I had to try something, anything.  The fumes emitted from the portable beamed weapon were so thick inside my apartment I could smell the heavy metal while being slowly dielectric cooked alive.  And as noted in the hospital “Progress Notes” I could no longer sleep in my bed.  This program also focuses on hopeful sleep deprivation.  As I worked to complete the books, by the LAPD surveillance and monitoring, every word I typed was noted by the operation center, and they were obviously not happy about what I was writing.   Then goal, today and yesterday is to stop me.

Yes, I did lined the bathtub.  Most modern bathtubs are made of thermoformed acrylic, porcelain enameled steel, fiberglass-reinforced polyester, or porcelain enameled cast iron which are also noted as deflective material.  It did provide some release until the attacks became airborne by a drone.  

Today the term “Tin-Foiled Hat Wearers” is publicized negatively whenever people report government technological targeting operations using systems or devices that convert the energy of the Electromagnetic Spectrum into weapons.

The “Tin-Foiled Hat Wearer” automatically appears around this subject sometimes which equates an association with mental illness or even a belief in aliens.  The fact is, as I have stated many, many times, this program, has never been aliens nor demons, but red blooded, very real human monsters with little respect for the lives of anyone, in research, TESTING, and development program and studies in which anything can be justified under the so-called “Name of Science.”  And  within the goal of ongoing human guinea targeting focus, mass, social and population control with technological advancements through a technocratic objective take lead.



The History Of The Tin Foil Hat


Today I do little to no shielding and stopped several years ago refusing to live inside the official Electronic Concentration Camp in what was once a Constitutional Right to privacy in my home.  I have learned that it is virtually impossible to prevent these bioelectric weapons or the determination of the operators, at the helm, who are amused when you try.  The goal is to ensure target’s feel the dielectric heating of tissue to create stress, anxiety, anger, sadness.  The beam is focused from many directions to include from the ceiling down.



The only exception I make, at times is for head protection from Sonic Weapon assaults which could result in an aneurysm or tumor.  I learned this weapon is typically focused on me during the wee hours of the morning.  This is clear only when waking during the night to use the restroom.  Otherwise I would not have known why I would wake disoriented the next morning and briefly unable to focus.






As I witnessed the exact same scheme materializing around me, seven years later in May of 2019, the goal is yet again a hope that I will be quiet about the “slow kill” beam hitting me from, any directions, because of the mental illness tag and fearful to report its use from neighboring location set-ups.  I will not!  I will remain dedicated to positive methods of exposure and can guarantee, the hope is to save lives through exposure of what is happening today.  With this hideous program and the group assigned around me, it is clear THEY have renewed the focused of recooking of my right hip joint area.  This time specifically the tissue around the prosthetic.  The main reason I report what is happening is because exposure tends to stop the beam yet, inevitably, it picks up again.


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As reported in “Covert Technological Murder – Pain Ray Beam” the left hip was beam deteriorated in December of 2012 resulting in surgery, and surgery the right in 2017.  Apparently, the leadership and official orchestrators of this massive, heinous, targeting program are hell-bent on hospitalizing me again, of which the mental illness tag would become crucial for the disbelief that what I am saying is the truth.  I will continue to reveal, after factually seeing familiar faces of the FBI, LAPD and USAF personnel enter several houses around me and thus the beam originating from these specific directions subsequently.  And in their arrogance they want me to see them.

When I purchased this house, it appears that I actually went from the frying pan and into the fire, so to speak.  There is a major military base about 39 miles away with the military heavily involved in this program and military technology.  An LAPD officer lives across the street as a homeowner who would make a perfect location IF involved for the “Blue Code of Silence,” just saying.  And recently USAF personnel have moved into another location around me.

Without a doubt, this is a program backed by officially motivated “Organized Community Stalking” harassment teams also known as “Gang Stalking.”  Everything is overseen in real-time from nationwide state-of-the-art operation center’s leadership.  This includes community mobilization of  community businesses, etc.,  and the modernized COINTELPRO Infragard.





“Over the past decade, the FBI has quietly built a network of paid civilian informants which are referred to as inoffizielle mitarbeiter in the intelligence world. As a mechanism of societal control, the National Security Racketeering Network is running an illegal, multi-billion dollar program against innocent Americans, versus protecting the nation from true threats.”

“Soft-Kill” or “Slow-Kill” is accomplished when a high-tech effort is mobilized around a target(s) and the determination made, officially, you are expendable.

Within today’s paradigm, Post 9/11, and the subsequent unleashing of beamed microwave Directed Energy Weapons, on the civilian population and privy to federal, state and local police departments, “Soft-Kill” is overseen from state-of-the-art operation centers.

Using Directed Energy Weapons, portable, from neighboring locations, and drones for tracking and monitoring, a 24/7 focused beamed health deteriorating of slow cooking tissue, organs and joints begins.

Working in rotating 8 hour shifts, for employment and until retirement there is no rush for the strategic “Soft-Kill” and the slower the better, strategically, within a monstrous OFFICIAL COVER-UP today.

National Security Racketeering Network analysis


The Neighborhood Watch Program, and Community Oriented Policing, are typically used to mobilized a compliant community, deceptively sold as patriotism who become accomplices.  This then allows use of neighboring locations around target’s for the beamed weapons and also keeping the harassment alive.  Below is an example of the  small unit which can be used while living in an apartment and also a larger portable version 100% used by federal, state, and local police departments.

It must be clear that these weapon’s should no longer be considered “non-lethal” or “less-than lethal” a misnomer, when in face when used by order following personnel in 24/7 relentless targeting operations, recruited and working in rotating shift around the clock 24 hours a day, 7 days a week.


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With a team of technology and security experts with backgrounds in the military, law enforcement and financial services working together 24/7 in the same location, “Fusion Centers” have arrived as the leadership and spearheading unified agency dynamic of  Federal, State and local police departments back by military technology and military personnel.  making targeting of anyone, for any reason under the Sun, technologically effortless.  And also, part of the cover-up along with the mental illness tag, for approval is a declaration of the “Domestic Terrorist” label for approval of advanced technology use as well.

The Florida Fusion Center below is an example of nationwide centers.




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Above is an example of a secret “War Room” for example in the LAPD.  The LAPD High-Tech “War Room” has eyes all over the city as reported in the link below and I can report much more cruel activities using weaponized technology and drones.  And, also reported in the link, the LAPD surveillance hub was the model for police forces, nationwide and around the world.

The problem is when corrupt personnel, decide to use the facility for torture, abuse, cripple and maime people and the high-tech horrific secretive destruction of human lives which includes cowardly attempts to silence and stop exposure.





LAPD Pioneers High-Tech Crime-Fighting ‘War Room’


The overseeing “Fusion Center” emerged as a concept that began in the early 2000s following 9/11 with collaboration between the U.S. Departments of Homeland Security and Justice.  Federal, state and local police have their own operations, but the glue that binds, for example in California, at the next level is the FBI Joint Resource Intelligence Center (JRIC) aka COINTELPRO headquarters.

Today anyone, through the Department of Homeland Security’s “See Something, Say Something” program, for any reason under the Sun, can become a person of interest, place under high-tech surveillance, and monitored and tracked viciously and again, technologically assaulted, both inside and outside of your home using the beamed “Pain Ray.”  The “Biometric Signature” (facial recognition, DNA, iris, gait)  of anyone can zero in on you anywhere on the face of the Earth.  During the Bush Administration, the “Total Information Awareness Program” ensured uploading of “Total Information Awareness” of everyone facial recognition, etc., with high-tech psychological electronic  drones then picking up.




The fusion aka counter-terrorism divisions, today are on the hunt for purpose, and justification in many cases, during 8 hour shifts for the funding.  They are reported as worthless except what these operations can conjure up for justification.

See also the “Biometric Surveillance” blog within this site for details.


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Today as the exact same theme continues with an obvious renewed hope, likely for a permanent Riese Hold and force medicating, I will not be silenced when this effort is yet again trying to cripple me, and yet again using neighboring locations and overseen from these operation centers, the LAPD, and JRIC and using military personnel from nearby bases.  In other words, the target is the United States government the employer.

My hope is for proof and that X-rays, a CT scan or an MRI will reveal Directed Energy Weapon beamed damage being focused, as stated on the tissue around the prosthetic of my right hip joint.  And by sticking with the truth, I am fully aware, that this is how the  crafted “Delusional Disorder” may as stated become handy for the agencies involve and doing and approving this.

The fact is, this is how THEY earn their living.  The fact is, I have seen both, LAPD, FBI, and USAF and recently civilian men and women appearing to be possibly DOD contracted, from Lockheed Martin, a major and sidekick player in this arena, entering specific locations, specifically across the street, and subsequently, the familiar pain ray assault shortly thereafter beginning the deterioration process.  This is while being taunted from the operation center, or the personnel at the helm then calling me degrading names, using the beamed communication system and taunting of “You can’t prove a thing.”



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How dare this inhumane monstrosity expect any target to be quiet, sit back and take the abuse without rightful protest!  This is our God given lives.  And with this understanding, I will take my chances with the TRUTH, in spite of the official discrediting, or the concocted appearance that I am instead severely mentally ill.

Frankly, I could careless about any false label because it is not true and with me, it is pathetic and a bit amusing.  You don’t develop mental illness in your mid 40s, however, if a target in “The Program” you do.

I remain convinced that the truth will ultimately prevail,  albeit slowly but surely.

Of one thing you can be certain, I will never again allow myself to be set-up by becoming confrontational no matter what while watched in real-time surveillance and nudged by the relentless harassment.

The VA psychiatrist in 2012 hoped that the Riese Hold would be used to force medicate me with anti-psychotic medication. Thank God he was unsuccessful. Thank God, the Los Angeles County Mental Health Court legally demands an official Hearing to determine if this type of hold and medicating against the patient’s will if warranted.  As a result a representative from the Court is assigned on the target’s behalf for the Hearing.  When I told my story to the two reps, one male and another female, right before the hearing, and showed them the books, guess what, they believed me.

The psychiatrist, Sean Minjares’ who later appeared psychologically twisted, backed by narcissist arrogance determination failed.  And, unbelievably, subsequently it was obvious he was spitefully pissed off.  As I prepared to leave, in my room, he personally made it a point search me out, and tell me personally the the Hearing judgement was wrong and that I need to be medicated.

I just looked at him amazed at his conceit and grandiosity of not wanting to accept a final official Court decision to release me from the clutches of an obvious behind the scene set-up and what many are reporting as typical engineered professional discrediting.

Later deciding to get documentation of the incident for my records for hopeful legal intervention, in 2013, I was floored when his notes revealed, as a parting shot, that instead of delusions, I was suffering an even deeper psych diagnosis which implied that I was totally dysfunctional, mentally incapable, to include a belief that I am ignorant. His motive, after the fact, was to strategically document, permanently, vindictively, in my VA healthcare records, that committing me to a psych ward would be necessary in the future and blatantly doing so by contradicting the “Progress Notes” showing no tendencies by adding Schizoid.  Again, this was only after the Court decision ruling that I was competent, non-threatening and to release me.  And, more importantly, which is totally unethical, at no time during the hearing did he even remotely mention I was Schizoid in any way and documented.

And this, my friends is the severe mental diagnosis of which the COINTELPRO unified effort around me today is banking on using now.  



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And, it appears that the other reviews were possibly written by him, his mother, or someone connected to him, for example family members. LOL!

NOTE:  My use of this image and the veteran’s documented experiences, and his title of his review, should not be viewed or misconstrued as any hope of ill by me towards Sean Minjares.  Long live Sean Minjares, who is a human beings and can be used, and influenced like anyone else.  No one is exempt in the cover-up and for good reason.

One thing I learned, and a word to the wise, never argue with those involved in this program and especially the “Organized Stalking” recruits.  This is part of the game plan and factually the goal which this operation knows from high-tech manipulation the result of the relentless Directed Energy Weapon microwave assaults.   In the Standard Operating Procedure (SOP) playbook they have learned, mastered the influence, automatically  initiates discrediting by the target’s reaction sabotaging him or herself due to to the extreme duress.

And, guess who showed up to transport me.  It was the LAPD, the factual agency creating the scene.

Target’s must find a positive means for an outlet.  In my case, I redirected the stress and duress into soothing, psychologically rewarding empowerment, books, blogs, website, and telling the TRUTH!


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It must also be noted that I was at a VA hospital, and many veterans today are reporting, DOD human experimentation, to include historically, and also this type of targeting, who are also COINTELPRO aka Special Agents and the same. And, today, this technology is approved for use as stated previously, at the federal, state, and local levels in cahoots with military personnel.  The hope was and still is to use technology to create the reality they relentlessly seek  which can include subliminal influence aka high-tech brainwashing if possible, if possible.  Thank God with many today they are ineffective!  However, apparently, if the effort fails and you successfully begin to expose what is really going on, heaven help you!


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There was just a small news announcement on the radio in early July after a short heat wave, three inmates of Vacaville Medical Facility had died in non-air conditioned cells. Two of those prisoners, the announcement said, may have died as a result of medical treatment. No media inquiries were made, no major news stories developed because of these deaths.

But what was the medical treatment that may have caused their deaths? The Medical Facility indicates they were mind control or behavior modification treatments. A deeper probe into the death of these two inmates unravels a mind-boggling tale of horror that has been part of California penal history for a long time, and one that caused national outcries two decades ago.

Mind control experiments have been part of California for decades and permeate mental institutions and prisons. But, it is not just in the penal society that mind control measures have been used. Minority children were subjected to experimentation at abandoned Nike Missile Sites, veterans who fought for American freedom were also subjected to the programs. Funding and experimentations of mind control have been part of the U.S. Health, Education and Welfare Department, the Department of Veterans Affairs, the Central Intelligence Agency through the Phoenix Program, the Stanford Research Institute, the Agency for International Development, the Department of Defense, the Department of Labor, the National Institute of Mental Health, the Law Enforcement Assistance Administration, and the National Science Foundation.





Case and point… In 2010, I went in to talk with personnel on the VA facility, on my own, shortly after noticing surreal covert incidents around me, people following me, break-ends, threats and accusations in the background of my tapped phone.  During the visit, the Special Agent literally laughed in my face.

However after I told him, calmly, I was going to write a book, bluffing at that time, and tell the world before I could get out of the building believe it or not, he immediately then tried to have me also committed to the psych ward on the West Los Angeles facility that day.  He called my doctor at home on her off day.  During our next appointment she relayed the conversation to me.  With everything I do, today, yesterday, and tomorrow monitored, and relentless threats and degradation and harassment in the background of my phone, the VA SA on the same facility knew that I requested her to document what happened and how she reported, he almost demanded she take action.  The fact is she is / was an employee with the VA who became fearful for her job and likely bullied.

Noteworthy in the audio below in her return VM message to me after I requested that she documented the occurrence exactly as it happened in my health records

In the audio, you hear me first dialing to check my voicemail messages, then specifically from her responding to my request and right before her VA response VM recording began, you can clearly hear one of the professionals calling me a “Bitch.”

I have learned over the years, the person listening typically waits for space during conversation to be heard such as breaks before a conversation begins and especially in the quiet space right before you hang up used to get in denigrating remarks and death threats.

The recording is made in duplicate so you can hear me rewinding it to do so.  You can also hear the mylar crackling which I used trying to protect myself from the  microwave “pain ray” beam also known as the “Death Ray.”  The technology factually becomes a  covert silencing method when used repeatedly used on target’s set on “Slow Cook” mode.









Is this what intelligent women are called who take a stand and fight a rightful battle for their God given life by ego driven, misogynist men, pissed they were caught and still doing wrong today?

The doctor during my next appointment reported the episode to me.  What was outrageous is that he called her at home on her off day.  She also said she felt bullied when she told him there was no justification.  The veiled threat was “you are not doing your job” when in fact she was.


What real, official investigation, chooses to have the target committed to a psych ward instead?


A Federal program testing nonconsensual human experimentation technology on the public of which has been secretly happening for DECADES!

As revealed, now likely scared, the doctor reported, in her own words “what was told I could say” in the VM recording which is code word for “I was told I could not document the truth of the VA trying to have you committed to the psyche ward for questioning what was happening around you or my beyond vindictive lying lush ex-husband’s role who today is a hardcore alcoholic.

And because of similar attempts over the years, to have me committed, admittedly it can be traumatic just going to the VA for typical doctor’s appointments, follow-up to surgery they created still crippling me today, dental, primary care appointments, etc.  As the effort ensues and I am watched, monitored, tracked, picked, prodded and energy weapon assaulted on a daily bases.   It is a wonder, by God, I am still alive.

Exposure is key.  The rationale is likely that killing me, outright unless strategic, would point to everything I and many other’s report as being factual.   I am surveilled while handing out business cards with my website and blog on them.   On a trip to the ER, a few month ago regarding the relentless assaults focused on me inside my residence today, yet again, another attempt was made to influence VA ER doctors to consider an involuntary commitment when I did not even mention the targeting.

I am reminded of the harsh reality, proven by the 2012, 51/50 coup d’ etat today, that this program wants to torture you with these weapons but do not want you telling on them and what they are really doing.

The fact is, the truth can be, and is being, used strategically against everyone exposing the harsher truths of official hypocrisy and official, weaponized, criminal corruption.  The fact is, heinous law enforcement personnel, in unified targeting operations are 100% using advanced military EMF and microwave electromagnetic technologies together wild assigned military personnel and DOD contractors..

The result is the DEMAND by U.S. citizens that the United States and its employees honor the Constitution, Civil and Human Rights!

With little choices, silence is not an option.  If you don’t speak up about this program,  you can be, and will be, literally microwave beamed cooked slowly to death inside what was once a Fourth Amendment right to privacy inside your home, by a high-by those appearing to be borderline psychopaths, who have egotistically determined that anyone can be expendable and could benefit from anti-psychotic medication.  The mind set is that as long as it can’t be proven or traced back to them anything goes.  And public recruiting has become big business.  This program continues to prove that silencing at any cost $$$ is not fantasy but an official reality.



“Organized Stalking” is a form of terrorism used against an individual in a malicious attempt to reduce the quality of a person’s life so they will: have a nervous break-down, become incarcerated, institutionalized, experience constant mental, emotional, or physical pain, become homeless, and/or commit suicide. This is done using well-orchestrated accusations, lies, rumors, bogus investigations, setups, framings, intimidation, overt or covert threats, vandalism, thefts, sabotage, torture, humiliation, emotional terror and general harassment. It is a “ganging up” by members of the community who follow an organizer and participate in a systematic “terrorizing” of an individual.

Organized gang stalking can involve COINTELPRO mobilized groups harassing a single person or family 24/7.  The victim is stalked en masse by car, foot, bike, and air in order to alienate and isolate the victim so there are no witnesses for substantiation.  The goals of gang stalking are to: provoke the victim to assault someone and get arrested; make the victim seem delusional/ mentally ill (see “Gaslighting”) make the victim so depressed they become suicidal.

“The Program” operates through electronic assaults and monitoring to include inside your car and a complete invasion of privacy; redirecting of phone calls, emails, postal mail, workplace mobbing, rude, bullying behavior in the community, and much more. The precept is to convince the target there is nowhere to turn and the official, ace in the hole, is that it hard to prove thus making these efforts continue right up to death sooner or later.  This is the foundation and method of extreme official criminal activity happening today of which is rapidly becoming common and needs to be outlawed.

The technology is no joke and also using “Remote Neural Monitoring (RNM)” on anyone with no one exempt.  Thank God it continues to be ineffective on specific targets revealing this program.



by Alex Constantine


The “Gyrotron Resonance Maser,” a machine that talks to the brain

The PREMA scanner” (“Personal Radio and Electromagnetic Frequency Allocation”) identifies the unique frequency of a brain.  “Troposcatter” microwave transmitters sold to Iraq for communications are of the same technical genus as the “Gyrotron Resonance Maser,” a machine that talks to the brain

Operation mode of the Gyrotron Resonance Maser:

1. Surrounds body in an EM flux

2. Beams into body a microwave communication field

3. Laser reads changes in electrons after passing through body

4. A computerized scan (cf. CAT scan) sorts the frequencies of the brain. This is accomplshed with a “PREMA scanner” where PREMA stands for “Personal Radio and Electromagnetic Frequency Allocation” (PREMA)”.

A PREMA scanner identifies the frequency that is unique to a person’s brain (this frequency is termed “Freak”). Once the “Freak” is determined the mind of the person becomes a controllable link in a cybernetic network.


Directed Energy Weapons, are portable, handheld, land, sea, drone and space-based and take center stage also after approval for 30,000 drones for US skies by Congress by fast approaching 2020.

The only choice, of which myself and many have concluded, is to stick to the truth and do not waiver under any circumstances to include psychiatric pressure who believe anti -psychotic medication and forced medication will stop the truth which is complete insanity in and of itself and denial that patented technology exist and is not sitting on a shelf within the “Military Industrial Complex” collecting dust.  Had I became fearful in 2012 accepted psychotic medication, I would have sabotaged myself and any hope for credibility by my acceptance and what I know to be not true.

The fact is, this blog was prompted as I sat at my desk in my home office, and LAPD in May of 2019, beamed harassment communication by a drone overhead, and and specifically an obvious neighboring set-up. The operator in a harassment effort during his shift kept saying “She’s crazy. She’s Crazy.” Because I have nothing to hide, I decided to detail why he thought he was on to something with an impact and how I was officially set-up to appear crazy.

One thing target’s learn quickly, sadly, after the fact, is that telling the truth can be, and will be in this type of targeting, used against you.

Same tactics, new generation…

Many watched in horror the 1928 depiction of the treatment, Christine Collins, “Changeling” directed by Clint Eastwood, starring Angelina Jolie, where then ALSO the LAPD, today still up to their dirty tricks, had this woman committed to a psych ward.  And, the psychiatrist working under law enforcement influence, told her that if she recanted her story of LAPD corruption and psychological abuse, and admit to the public that the boy LAPD replaced her abducted son with as factually her own she would be freed.

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At one time, I was also told that if I stopped what I was doing, in the early stages, after initial publications the effort around me would leave me alone.  That’s not true and it is legal for law enforcement to lie.

The fact is in this program the truth does not set you free alone.  And you are called to fight a good and rightful fight for your life or else.  Over many years, absolutely no one has ever been released from this type of targeting, and this proven by many of the older whistleblowers and activist now elderly or dead.

Because of this, exposure is vital.

Frankly, I don’t think I will allow this effort to continue to use the community around me, and remain quiet about it fearful of another snare.  And especially due to the obvious effort to continue to cripple me, AGAIN, inside my home.  The question remains, exactly far will THEY go this time?  Surely, time will tell and hopefully with proof of damage to a healed area.

Of one thing you can be certain, the recruited puppets, the programmed minions, sworn to secrecy, off-duty cops, parolees, ex-cons, and official “Order Followers” and neighbors, as I have stated many times, will deny, deny, deny and deny again involvement in this typical, across the nation community mobilized effort in the same way the neighbors in  did in 2012.

The corner house behind me remains the nucleus of what is happening around me, and now focused on deterioration of the tissue and areas around the second Total Hip Replacement in 2017.  This rented location, once owned by a local Sheriff, now an investment company, is one of few rentals in this community.  It is also where I have seen everyone from mentally disturbed, programmed black young men, believing themselves “Gangsta” to include off duty LAPD, both unable to pull their pants up as normal human beings.  I have seen also USAF personnel, in uniform enter and apparently training those working from the surveillance house apparently using torture weapons and also a location useful for operation of an official drone.

As stated, and documented, after an attempt to use me sexually, and entrap, in 2008 hoping to get close to me, I also saw the exact same person, documented in “You Are Not My Big Brother…” also there in an utterly ridiculous Groucho Marks disguise within the goon team.

Using the beamed weapons, and a program known to alternate from various Neighborhood Watch compliant location to location, etc., typically as soon as I open my eyes each morning the microwave extremely low frequency focus begins the slow cooking process.  Shortly after I moved in I also observed specific neighbor’s attending a meeting there, who again, will deny this without a shadow of a doubt.

What THEY are doing must remain hidden for good reason.  This is how many today, motivated by the financial supplement to their income, from the “Black Budget” of 81 billion, as of 2019 are motivated today.  This is how rentals, and the use of rooms inside homes and garages is paid making covert high-tech, beamed torture and slow-kill objective profitable for many.   Official drones are on the scene operated from military portable computerized guided weapon systems, working together with surveillance drones used for beamed torture inside and outside residences.  This also is reported nationwide.

However, the fact is…


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As the Court appointed “Mental Health Advocate” left that day afternoon, their last words to me were, “You are going to help a lot of people with those books.”

This remains the continued goal, no matter what, and the purpose of the growing, unified massive effort nationwide and globally, and of which I will not, shun, deny or cower!  And, frankly, I care absolutely nothing about any and false label go many applied to me.  I consider rightful, assisting in the ultimate, full disclosure and exposure of this official monstrosity, an honor and privilege and to assist!

“Above and beyond this unjust program, I know that God is so much bigger than this, and God loves me!”  That is all that really matters.






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“Yes, I will tell it ALL!”






“Here’s to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes … the ones who see things differently — they’re not fond of rules, and they have no respect for the status quo. … You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can’t do is ignore them because they change things. … They push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the people who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do.”


Knowledge is power and awareness is the key. 

The TRUTH  is an OBVIOUS, POWERFUL weapon!


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“Martha Mitchell, wife of Attorney General John Mitchell,

was the first Watergate whistleblower

but she was silenced, discredited, and all but forgotten.”



Whistleblowing is a lonely road.  Without knowing whether the public will deem them heroes or traitors — or even believe their claims at all — whistleblowers take an incredible risk with no certain payoff.

And if you happen to be a known gossip reporting unprecedentedly corrupt acts committed by high-ranking government officials who are deeply trusted by the public at large?  Then you’re definitely in trouble…


Martha Mitchell: The Woman Nobody Believed About Watergate


Martha Mitchell died alone and destitute with a rare form of Bone Marrow Cancer, Multiple Myeloma, at the young age of 57.  Is there a connection?

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